All ya need is LOVE

So as all of you know I have been having a really hard time of late. With all my heartache, joblessness, homelessness I have found a renewed hope. A hope I had lost a long time ago, and am glad I have regained my lost faith. My life has been in a downward spiral over the last two years. I am finally climbing out of the crap, crawling out from the rock I was living under for so long. My situation may look grim but my mind is free. I may be sleeping in my car out in the cold, I may not have a job right now, I may be going hungry some nights, but I know in my mind, in my heart, in my life, things are looking up. I am getting back to the beliefs I ran away from, I am going back to the father I shunned and ignored for so long. Maybe only after I go back home will my life begin to come back together. He always loved me even when I neglected him.


JoeLove out!

Its been a long hard while!

So its been November since I blogged, and things arent very good for me. I still havent found a job and have lost my place to live, I am currently living in my car. I dont know when, or if, things will turn around for me. It doesnt look like they will anytime soon. My fam is no help they have told me 4 times in the last 3 months I could go up to St. Louis and stay with them but have backed out EVERY time. I have two friends in the world right now, and those people are the only things I have in my life I can count on. I have no job, no place to live, i cant make a relationship work, and my fam wont help me out. I would do anything for them and have but aparently me being homeless isnt an important concern for them. But anyway I need a job and bad!


Joelove out!