Its been a long hard while!

So its been November since I blogged, and things arent very good for me. I still havent found a job and have lost my place to live, I am currently living in my car. I dont know when, or if, things will turn around for me. It doesnt look like they will anytime soon. My fam is no help they have told me 4 times in the last 3 months I could go up to St. Louis and stay with them but have backed out EVERY time. I have two friends in the world right now, and those people are the only things I have in my life I can count on. I have no job, no place to live, i cant make a relationship work, and my fam wont help me out. I would do anything for them and have but aparently me being homeless isnt an important concern for them. But anyway I need a job and bad!


Joelove out!