Blah Blah Blah

So for some reason today I just feel...well...BLAH. A mild depression has set in. Maybe it's cause my check sucks this week, or maybe cause I'm only making 7 bucks an hour at a crappy job, or cause I can't stand my roommates and it's really lonely not having them to hang out with. Who knows? It's been a really bad 2 weeks and I just don't see it getting better right now. Next week on my days off I'm gonna start looking for a new job and stop bitching about the one I have. Maybe then I can move out and find a place in Springfield and get away from this small ass town. O well, tomorrows a new day.


JoeLove out!

Funeral

So today was Matthews funeral. And I was asked like 4 times today if it was a nice funeral. Of coarse it wasn't a nice funeral, it was a funeral. No funeral is a "nice" one. Sure there were a lot of people there to pay their respects and support for Matthew and his fam, but that doesn't make it "nice". Anyway, it was sad and I hated every minute of it. I don't like funerals and especially of people who are my friends. As I mentioned before about Matthew, he was a great artist. That is something I knew he was, but I didn't know how good he really was until his family put up some of his artwork at his viewing. He was an AMAZING artist! Portraits, fantasy, animals, landscape, it was all amazing. I ask myself why this 19 year old kid was working at Taco Bell and not going to art school. If you go to deviantart.com you can see the caliber of artist he really was, words don't do it justice. Matthew was an absolutely amazing person and we will all miss him dearly.

Matthew McCully 1989-2008

JoeLove out!

Over my dead body!

So I got this text from my roommate Ty tonight, who I haven't talked to in like a week in person, and the first thing it says is, " Either take care of your dog or get rid of her." He said hes tired of her pissing on the floor and tearing shit up. My network was down at the time so i couldnt text him back, but i was effing HOT! Like I havent picked up Jordans shit and stepped in his piss at 3 in the morning on my way to the bathroom. Yet I never bitched once! And I know she tears stuff up so I try to keep her in my room when im at work but its not fair for her to be trapped in there all night. I let her out during the day and before I go to work to go to the bathroom and when Jordans home I let him out too, so why can't they do the same? I am at work till 5 in the morning some times and I know she has to go pee while im gone, what am i supposed to do about it? Its not like I can leave work just to let my dog out. I do it for them. I treat Jordan like I do them, family. I take care of him, feed him, let him pee. But heaven forbit they do the same for Lucy. Ty has counted that she has pissed on the floor 4 times this week and he says its cause im not there to take care of her. Well fuck Im at work what the hell am I supposed to do! Maybe Ill just stop taking care of Jordan and they will se he does the same shit. But I will be damned if I get rid of Lucy! I am so pissed right now, I so dont need this shit!


JoeLove out!

I just got back.

It's almost 3am and I just got back from taco bell. I was woken up at 12:30 by Britt saying Matt had been in and accident. I got up and went right over to Taco Bell. On my way I see flashing lights, no one told me he had died, or that it had happen at the intersection of Taco Bell right on 60. Matt and Vicki were crossing the street to go to the convenient store when Matt was hit my a car and killed instantly. The driver kept driving until the passenger made him pull over.
Matt was young and very creative. I can't help but think about the last thing I said to him earlier today about how he should start paying for his drinks when he comes in the store, because he came in every night to get a Dr. Pepper. Matt was very talented. He was a VERY accomplished artist, and had aspirations about writing a book. He was incorporating his art work into a video game that he and some friends were working on. Matt had so much to offer the world, and was a thinker. He always had an opinion. He was a very special person and A LOT of people will miss him.
I found myself trying to be strong for everyone else at Taco Bell cause that's what I do, it's whats expected of me. Yet when I got home I completely lost it. I pray for his family, friends, and his co workers. You don't realize how much the people you work with are like family until something drastic happens. Matt was a great person. We will all miss his dearly. We love you Matt.


JoeLove out!

P.S. More on Matt as we try and figure this whole mess out.

So I been thinking

I have been thinking a lot about moving out on my own. Now, I am out on my own. But I mean without roommates. Don't get me wrong I love Ty like a brother, and Bailey, while sometime difficult, is pretty cool. But I know when I'm done with school I will want to move closer to Springfield cause that's probably where I will find a job. And if I move right as I graduate and find a new job it will make things 10 times more stressful. I know a lot of people will be upset if I do move. Like Ty and Bay or even Beki. Although I really don't think she will be mad I just think she will have some issues where the boys are concerned. And that is understandable, we will have to talk about some stuff, but I think it's nothing that can't be worked out. Although there is another problem, like how I'm gonna fund this little move only making 7 bucks and hour at Taco Hell. I need to find another part time job in order to make it work, and even then I have to get more organized. I'm not exactly great at managing my finances. But I'm confident enough that if this is what I want I will get my act together. Anyway, it's just what I have been thinking about.


JoeLove out!

What an EFFING mess!!!

So I shaved my dog today, and OMG what a freakin mess! There was hair every where! I'm surprised I made it out alive! Imagine some one taking a hamster and blowing it up, now take that hamster and add about a million friends of his, thats what it looked like. But it had to be done cause I couldnt go one more day of living in the fur factory. It's every where in my room, my bed, my clothes, there are 3 shirts I'm sure i will never wear again cause she has choosen them, not the huge pillow I got her, to sleep on. I think on of the shirts is grey, I dont know I cant tell anymore. But i dont have to worry about it anymore cause I will shave her about every 3 months to keep her from turning my room into a fur covered dungen of filth!


JoeLove out!

Thats it! I'm taking 30 days off!!!

I seem to be the person everyone turns to for love advice. I truly believe I was given the name Joe Love for more than Narcissistic reasons. i have a knack for sorting peoples love lives out. I don't know why I just seem to know what to do to fix things. And it has been prooven that if people follow my advice things will get better. Although I have trouble with my own love life I can fix others. But more recently people come to me and ask for advice and then don't follow it, which is why I'm taking this 30 day break. I'm tired of saying I told you so when people come to me and say "I should have listen to you." I know you should have. I know what I say is right. Don't get me wrong, I'm not some love guru, I can't ALWAYS fix everything. But I do know that if you come to me with a problem in your love life, its most likely your fault. Something you need to change in your life that is causing the problem. People don't like to hear that. I don't tell you what you can do to change the other person, they have to work that out not you. i tell people to work on thier flaws, and comprimise. Don't change who you are, just how you do certin things. But anyway, I'm taking 30 off as the "Love Guru" I just need a break from all your problems so that I can work on some of mine.


JoeLove out!

True Love!

So I was in a movie last night and about half way thru it I got real sad. I couldn't figure out why I was sad untill it hit me. I missed my dog!!! Laugh if you will, but the new lady in my life has had an effect on everything I do. I can't explain it, but I love this dog. People say you can't love someone you have only known 3 days, but I disagree. I know different rules apply to people love than dog love, but maybe they don't. If I can feel this was about Lucy only knowing her 3 days why can't I feel that way about a person? I think I can, its just too taboo to tell a person you love them if you only known them a short time, but my dog...shes a different story. I love having someone who is genuinly happy to see me when I walk in the door, I don't think I have had that for a long time. With the exception of my kids. So there I said it, I LOVE LUCY! LOL And I have only known her 3 days.


JoeLove out!

Another Why

So I was drinking Gatorade and I noticed something. I drink it, it goes down into my stomach. Why then is my spit red? I dont have it in my mouth anymore, and the spit I get in my mouth wasnt there when I drank it. Thats just weird!


JoeLove out!

Im not having a good day

Fuck computer viruses and spyware!!! So I tried to do my radio show today and my computer is infected. It kept shutting off, so I had to rescedule my show for monday. I guess thats what I get for not having good enough protection on it. It really pisses me off, I work so hard all week for my show and then when time comes to do it my computer is retarded. I'm really bummed about it. I hope I can get it taken care of before monday or I'm screwed!



JoeLove out!

Why?

So as u just read, I have a new pal, Lucy. While taking Lucy out today, she had to do her business. And I got to wondering, why are humans the only ones who have to wipe after pooping? It boggles my mind to see an animal just crap and walk away with no...ahem...residule residue, while we spend millions a year in TP. Now I know nature has its reasons, but why? Anyway, just something for you to think about on your thrones.


JoeLove out!

Welcome Lucy!!!

So I went to the Humane Society yesterday with a friend and went home with a friend for life! Lucy is a 3 year old Corgie mix, and is as cute as can be. I dont have any pics yet but rest asured I WILL be posting some. She is such a badass dog and she gets along great with Jordan. (my roommates' dog) She is a total attention whore which is fine with me, mainly cause I am too lol. She loves taking naps on me, although I need to stop letting her sleep with me. She does this thing when you tell her no, or even if you raise your voice, where she shows her teeth like shes pissed about it. Its so cute! Its awesome to see the personallity come out of her. She and I were meant to be together. Now heres my plug. If your looking for a new cat or dog, go to the Humane Society. These are animals that need love and a good home. Most of them will be put to sleep if we dont adopt them. So please please please go to your local HS and find yourself a lifelong friend!


JoeLove out!