I'm at a loss

In my resent misery I have been doing alot of thinking, mostly about my life and friendships. I realize at times I am not the best friend I can be, although I do try to be. My life has been absolutely crazy for the last 4 months, and I dont know if I have ever been this stressed out. The whole Sara thing aside, my life is so complicated but I'm going to stop feeling sorry for myself. I have been told I do that too much. I need to get my life together, I need to find a way to make my life work. I need to become a better friend. I need to find a place to stay then a place to live. Anyway, I'm not really sure if this blog made since to anyone but me but there it is.


JoeLove out!