Friends

So for the last 3 weeks my soon to be exwife has allowed me to sleep on her couch because I didnt have a place to go. I didnt have the money, and still dont, to get my own place. Making 7 dollars an hour is really helping my cause. But anyway, I appreciate what she has done for me for the last few weeks, I really do. I never asked to stay, she offered it to me. But now she has resended her offer and is kicking me out. Where I respect her desision, and respect that this is her house, I think that if she didnt want me here in the first place she shouldnt have told me I could stay. And she gave me a reason, which I dont nessisarily buy, but her reasons are her own. I feel really betrayed and like I have lost a good friend because of choices she has made resently. It all started because she has a new boyfriend, and she doesnt want him to know how she has helped me, which I understand, she just could have went about it differently. Beki has been there for me ALOT, and I am very grateful for it. But I guess I was wrong about how strong I thought our friendship was. Friends dont just turn thier back on you, but she did. For what ever her real reasons are, I feel totaly tossed aside and like we had a diposible friendship. Then, on top of everything, she then acts as if she is conserned about where Im gonna go and what Im gonna do. I feel if she was really conserned she wouldnt have kicked me out in the first place and thrown our friendship away. I have done this way too much with my "friends" over the last year. So I say FUCK all you people that just throw friendships away for no aparent reasons.


JoeLove out!